Month: September 2023

For the middle of December, it was a beautiful day: sunny, warm, and just enough breeze to spin to the ground the few remaining leaves clinging to the giant oak at the north side of Ray’s detached garage.

He had pulled his red Corvette outside onto the driveway and was applying butter wet wax, the best product he’d found to provide the deepest, wettest look imaginable in a matter of minutes.

This every-two-month chore had always been Ray’s favorite way to relax. Give him a beautiful day, a six-pack of Coors Light, and Elvis Presley’s gospel music on Pandora repeat, and Ray’s mind, body, and soul would portal to a countryside nirvana.

Except today. Instead of an actual place of bliss, delight, and peace, Ray’s world was sliding towards Hell, both figuratively and literally. Three bottles of Coors weren’t helping. Nor was the Corvette’s shine. Ray was in a slump. He was miserable, troubled, and agitated by the voice in his head reminding him of his many problems.

The least of which was Lillian, or rather, the living Lillian. His creative but failed attempts to eliminate his estranged wife left his estate completely exposed. Damn, if he hadn’t been so eager to sign that last prenuptial agreement. And, double damn, for the divorce lawsuit that private investigator Connor Ford had served on him yesterday afternoon. Lillian was serious. Not only about robbing him of half his wealth, but more so about sending him to prison. The worst thing of all, well, other than inside a jail cell, was living the rest of his life knowing Lee Harding had taken what was his, the woman who had always clothed him in honor and respect.

Ray backed his Corvette into the garage and lowered the overhead door. It was two hours before his meeting with Orin at Dogwood Trail Farm. He walked around the detached garage to its back porch and sat in his favorite rocker. The valley below was lifeless. Ray imagined each leafless tree represented a pending decision, the result yielding fresh growth and life, or decay and death. A rush of cold raced down his spine, though the sun was bright and warm. For a second, he felt he was being smothered, his problems encircling his neck like strong fingers, squeezing harder and harder.

Ted’s call at midnight was the last thing Ray had expected, not to say anything about the surprise news his best friend had shared. The bodies of two men, most likely Billy and Buddy James had been discovered. Murdered. Ted heard this and more from his longtime friend and local crime reporter, Nick Lancaster. Ray hated the guy.

Nick had emailed Ted a draft of the lead article in tomorrow’s Sand Mountain Reporter. Nick argued it connected the two murders to a 2015 pickup truck found at Horse Pens 40, and the Black Friday arson of the Hunt House.

After Ted ended the call, Ray had contemplated calling Jane and asking her to disable his ankle bracelet for the second time. And to run away with him. Although the thought of being with her nonstop was sickening, it was better than leaving her to spill the beans on his life of flaunting the law. She was the key to a vault of evidence against him. Ray considered a series of what-ifs that could easily snowball to his ultimate arrest, conviction, and lifetime incarceration.

What if Buddy had recorded their arson-planning conversations? What if Buddy and Billy had left something exposed, like a stack of photos or a pile of cash hidden beneath a mattress? Anything that could somehow lead the law back to him? What if a security camera had captured him along with his late-night body and truck disposal adventure? Ray could think of many other what ifs.

He stood and walked to the porch railing, imagining he and Jane could already be two or three states away if they’d left early, maybe out of the country if they’d chosen to fly. The latter was still an option, especially a private chartered flight. Ray had connections. And money.

He gripped the wooden post holding the porch ceiling and would have kicked himself if he could. After paying Billy and Buddy for the Hunt House job, he had meant to restock the money in his home safe. He had often thought of setting up offshore bank accounts. There was no excuse. It all had to do with his damn self-confidence. Now, that had fallen to the wayside like the remaining leaves in the valley below.

Ray closed his eyes and clutched the wood railing as tight as he could. He wondered if he was about to have a panic attack. Although he’d never experienced one himself, he’d heard how they were a spitting image of death itself. That’s what Ted had said. The figurative hands around his neck returned and squeezed tighter. Were they retributive hands? Aligning the stars of his demise? Doling out punishment for his past mistakes and crimes?

Why was the Dogwood Trail farm even an issue? Why had his father chosen to sell it and not let it be, allowing Ray to inherit it when his father passed? Thoughts of the domino effect of that sale flooded Ray’s mind, as did the faces of Jackie and Jade Frasier, two folks he knew he could trust. But then, why had they come to mind at such a time as this? Ray’s cell phone vibrated in his pocket, diverting his attention from a question he’d never considered.

He started not to answer, not in the shape he was, but he knew he had to. It might be Ted. Or Jane, Ray’s single hope for redemption and escape.

It was neither Ted nor Jane. “Orin, what say you?” Ray answered with his best effort toward levity.

“I can meet earlier if that works for you?”

“Awesome, I was getting bored sitting here waiting for spring.” Ray said, no longer feeling powerful hands around his throat.

“Uh?”

“Nothing. Just a joke. I’ll head to the farm in ten minutes.”

“Okay, I’m on my way.” The thought of Orin reminded Ray of how close he’d come to jumping into the abyss. How gullible and stupid he’d been to think he’d found a replacement for Billy and Buddy. Thankfully, Jane had snatched him from the jaws of death.

Maybe Ray’s unwillingness to run was rooted in his subconsciousness, or a revelation from the Holy Spirit, or some other mysterious voice guiding him to the light, to a vision and hope of how to resolve, once for all, his legal problems. The key was Jane and her idiotic plan, or the absence of Jane. Ray walked down the sidewalk to the Lodge’s back door and inside to his bedroom. Killing Jane was not an option. It was unnecessary. She would never abandon him. She was smart, smart enough to know she’d never be intimate with anyone as powerful and mesmerizing as himself. Truth is, Jane is addicted, and once an addict, always an addict. Ray opened the bookshelf door and walked inside the narrow corridor to his safe. Orin would respond. Ray worked the combination lock and pulled open the ten-inch-thick door. He removed one of two ten-thousand-dollar bundles, and an unregistered SIG Sauer P226 Equinox. It was Ray’s favorite 9 mm pistol.

Ray took his time driving to the farm. In Mountainboro, waiting at the red light, his mind reproduced the image of himself standing on a small platform hundreds of feet above a rocky valley below. It was his first attempt at bungee jumping. But he was fully untethered, about to descend to the rocky shore where a painful and obliterating death was certain.

A blaring horn from the car at his rear bumper catapulted Ray back to reality. He eased his Suburban across Hwy. 431 and away from the scary platform. Ray figuratively shook his head in amazement at how Jane had discovered Orin was a rat. “The Internet changed everything,” she’d said. “Anna could do this for you all the time if she wasn’t such a lazy ass.”

A few keystrokes, a few dollars for two pay-for-service databases, a phone call to a friend in the county clerk’s office, and a serendipitous tailgating adventure had yielded Jane a wealth of information.

Susan Vick was Orin’s sixty-three-year-old widowed grandmother. She was also the lone biological sibling of the long-dead Sharon Teague. The clerk friend had pulled the case file of State of Alabama vs. Orin Everette Russell. Although Orin was initially charged with kidnapping and sexual assault of his stepmother’s 15-year-old daughter, the Case Action Summary revealed the case was weak. “An unfortunate misunderstanding,” was the subject line from the alleged victim’s hand-written letter she’d filed. The clerk had read the letter to Jane. The victim had lied. She was 17 years old and had been mad at Orin. The two of them had taken a weekend trip to Mentone, Alabama, and made love and hiked for two days. By late Sunday afternoon, they’d discussed marriage, which had led to a fight, and the filing of a false report. The victim admitted the photos were fake, merely staged at her request. The case was still pending, but, as per the clerk, “Orin doesn’t have a snowball’s chance in Hell of being convicted. This isn’t the victim’s first rodeo.”

Two days after the helpful phone conversation, Jane had followed Orin from Ray’s office to a long-abandoned logging road in the Mount Hebron community. There, waiting, was Connor Ford. The conclusion was certain: Orin was a rat. He was an enemy working to destroy Ray.

Half-a-mile from Cox Gap Road, Ray contemplated a Plan B. He eased his Suburban into a cell tower’s driveway to let the bumper-hugging aqua-colored bug pass. Instead of a Volkswagen Beetle as Ray had thought, it was a Chevrolet Spark. He’d heard of them but hadn’t seen one. He couldn’t imagine riding around in something so small. The Suburban was a Goliath compared to the tiny David.

At Cox Gap Road, Ray turned right, and his mind returned to the Biblical reference. His enemies, including the criminal justice system, were the Goliath in his story. Although Ray wasn’t a sheepherder, nor had he ever fought and killed a bear or a lion, he had five smooth stones, all held and controlled by Jane Fordham. Each stone was a weapon and, properly launched, had a good chance of destroying, or at least diverting attention from, the five giant-size threats that were attempting to engulf him. For the second time in less than an hour, Ray concluded Jane was more valuable to him alive than dead.

Ray pondered the first stone, the threat posed by the Sharon Teague investigation. This is where Orin came in, even if he was a rat.

Ray tuned his Sirius Radio to Elvis Channel 75. Playing was an all-time favorite: Peace in the Valley. With the volume just shy of deafening, Ray sang along with Elvis:

There will be peace in the valley for me, some day

There will be peace in the valley for me, oh Lord, I pray

There’ll be no sadness, no sorrow

No trouble, trouble, I see

There will be peace in the valley for me.

Orin was sitting on the tailgate of his new Ford Ranger, parked in front of the barn, when Ray arrived. Furnishing his youngest and newest employee with a company vehicle was part of Ray’s initial plan, not Jane’s.

There was nothing Ray hated more than losing. After Jane told him about Orin and him being a snitch, Ray’s anger exploded. Not so much at Orin, but at Connor Ford, Micaden Tanner, and Lee Harding. Those three, enemies all, believed they were running the perfect con. But they didn’t know Ray Archer as well as they thought.

Over every objection Jane could name, Ray was determined to win Orin’s unwavering loyalty. Their week sharing a jail cell had convinced Ray the kid, as he often called him, was all ego and dreamer. He was too much like Ray to give up fame, fortune, and females at his beck and call, to be satisfied with simple, less than fulfilling things such as justice and family commitment.

“How’s Connor Ford?” Ray asked, pulling perpendicular to the Ranger and maintaining a neutral face.

At first, Orin didn’t respond, but after Ray exited his Suburban, he asked a question instead of providing an answer. “Is it too late to get us right?” Smart, thought Ray.

“It’s totally up to you. Do you want a straight road to money and all the good things it buys, or a crooked downhill path to boredom and beans?” Ray pondered his metaphor as he exited the Suburban.

Orin eased from the tailgate and held out his hand to shake. Ray rejected the offer. “I made a giant mistake and I’m sorry.”

“Words are cheap. Actions are the real megaphone.” Ray adjusted the SIG Sauer at his back inside his waistband as Orin walked to the Ranger’s cab.

“I’m listening and not ignoring you. Let me show you something.” Orin reached through the lowered window and removed a folder. “I snapped these photos at my grandmother’s house.” Orin handed the file to Ray.

Inside were two documents, both photographs that had been processed, probably at Walgreen’s or Walmart. The first was a hand-written note. It read: “Per Mr. Ford, Lee Harding found Sharon’s dog tag.” The second document was an 8 1/2 by 11-inch photograph. It brought to Ray’s mind a host of memories, some good, some bad. In the late sixties and early seventies, all schools in Marshall County required their students to wear the thin silver metal identification tag around their neck. Ray vividly remembered removing Sharon’s tag before rolling her into a four-foot-deep grave fifty yards beyond the pond.

“Who knows you took these?” Ray asked.

“Nobody. I was at Granny Vick’s a few days ago. She had to run an errand. So, I snooped around.”

“Tell me what you want. You could still be a rat.” Ray looked closer at the dog tag photo, trying to see signs of being faked. “Matter of fact, why don’t you strip and prove you’re not wearing a wire.”

“What?” Orin paused, contemplating his response. “I said I was sorry. Here’s my answer to your question. I want to work for you. I want fame, fortune, and females. You can trust me, I promise.”

“Orin, you’re smart. Therefore, you should know I have to verify.” Ray’s conciliatory tone was disturbing to him on many levels. He thought of pulling out the SIG and putting a hole in Orin’s head but knew he didn’t need another body to deal with.

Orin started unbuttoning his shirt. After removing it, he kept going to his underwear. When he started to lower them, Ray held up his right hand like a traffic cop. “Get dressed. I don’t need to see your dick.” Truth was, Ray was envious of Orin’s physique. What he would give to be young again, strong, sleek, and sexy like he was in his youth.

“Okay, but I have nothing to hide,” Orin insisted. He redressed and sat on the tailgate to tie his shoes. His next words surprised Ray. “Is Aunt Sharon’s body in your father’s cemetery?” Now, the subject had changed to Jane’s plan. Yesterday, Ray had asked Orin to meet to discuss a new assignment. For the past twenty years, Ray’s grandfather, Randall Archer, had rested in a family plot that his son, Ronald, had established. The plan was to have his body exhumed and moved to Hillcrest Cemetery in Boaz. Jane believed that Connor Ford, Micaden Tanner, and Lee Harding would learn this and conclude it was a ploy, hiding the truth that what Ray was up to was disposing of Sharon Teague’s bones.

“No. And I do not know where she’s buried since I had nothing to do with her death.” Ray knew exactly where he and Rachel had buried Sharon Teague, but he wasn’t about to tell Orin. “But I know where Kyle Bennett is buried.” Ray started not to disclose the location but since the theme of Jane’s plan was all about misdirection, he knew he had to. “They buried his body at the Hunt property, behind where the primary structure was before it burned. Beside the detached garage, which someway survived.”

Connor Ford had shared his theory with Orin that Ray had killed both Sharon Teague and Kyle Bennett. “Are you saying you killed Kyle?” Before Ray could respond, Orin added. “Not that it matters to me or is something I’d ever repeat.”

“No. Orin, to be so smart, you can sometimes be such a dumbass.” Ray verbalized the words exactly like Jane had demanded: “Rachel Kern shot and killed Kyle. Her and her parents buried him there half-a-century ago.”

“I won’t ask how you know this.”

“It’s simple. Rachel told me.”

Ray and Orin spent the next hour exploring the barn and inspecting Randall Archer’s burial plot. Inside the barn was an assortment of Rylan’s signs and fixtures Ray wanted Orin to move before the ground-breaking ceremony. At the cemetery, nestled in a grove of oaks on a hill beyond the pond, Ray instructed Orin to have his grandfather’s body exhumed and transported, being careful to obey all the legal niceties as demanded by Alabama law. The bodies of Roland’s two wives, Norma and Geraldine, were to remain unhindered. Ray had not lost love for either his biological mother or his stepmother. Ray never mentioned the bones of Sharon Teague that lay underground, just outside the white picket fence encircling the family cemetery.

When Ray and Orin returned to their vehicles, Ray removed the SIG Sauer from his waistband and handed it to Orin. “It’s time for a test.”

The worst thought imaginable flooded Orin’s head. ‘He wants me to kill somebody.’ “Ray, I’m sorry. I’ll do most anything you ask, but I can’t shoot anyone. I hate jail.”

Ray belted out a laugh. “That goes for both of us. But you need to take the first step toward proving your loyalty. Think of it as homework.” The two men leaned against Ray’s Suburban as he described what he had in mind. Orin would follow Ray west on Cox Gap Road towards Highway 431. As he passed the pond before reaching Alexander Road, Ray would turn on his flashers. The target house would be on the left, in front of a red barn. Orin would return at dark and break in through the back porch entrance. Once inside, he would search for electronic devices. Ray was particularly interested in the two recorders Lee and Lillian had used at Ted’s cabin the night Ray paid Buddy a hundred grand. After a thorough search, Orin would shoot the SIG sixteen times into Lillian’s bed and snap two photos with his cell phone. One shot of the bullet-ridden bed; the second, a selfie with Lillian’s den in the background. That was it.

Orin hesitated for a few seconds. “No problem. Just never ask me to kill someone.”

“When you’re finished, come to The Shack and I’ll buy you the best rib-eye steak in Alabama. I’ll be waiting for you.” Ray said, smiling and holding the cash towards Orin’s head, thumbing through the hundred-dollar bills. “After we eat, assuming you’ve completed your mission and shown me the photos, this will be yours.”

Orin, still worried, inspected the SIG and walked to the Ranger’s tailgate. “What if I get caught? Remember, I hate jails.”

“You won’t. Lillian will be with Lee at Kyla’s house. I promise, no one will disturb you.”

Orin shook Ray’s cashless hand and nodded affirmatively, acknowledging his commitment to Ray and a future of fame, fortune, and females at his beck and call. The kid was clueless.

I extracted myself from the Lazy Boy and stood beside Lillian’s bed, wishing she was alert and healed. I needed her by my side, no matter what Jane Fordham was about to say.

My cell vibrated. Again, it was Kyla. She suggested we meet in the cafeteria instead of the small waiting room outside ICU. I agreed, kissed Lillian on the cheek, and walked outside her room, nodding to Stella Newsome sitting at the nurses’ station.

***

Kyla was paying the cashier for coffee when I entered the cafeteria. I was confident sis would buy me a cup, so I turned right to the open table next to the windows along the outside wall. Naturally, I chose the best seat, the one that presented a full view of the entire dining room. It was a habit that was hard to break.

I watched Jane as she paid the cashier. She was not wearing her red, close-cropped wig. Her hair was gray, bordering on white. I wondered if she kept her natural hair cut short or if she still suffered from the effects of two rounds of chemo, she’d endured a few years ago.

I pondered Lillian, and Dr. Mork’s encouraging statement while staring at the saltshaker, waiting for Kyla and Jane to reach our table. Instead of sitting, Kyla handed me a large coffee and announced she was heading to the ICU. Our eyes met, and she gave me a slight nod of encouragement. Or, it might have been a “brother, you’re on your own” look.

Jane sat in the chair to my right and offered me one of two bran muffins she’d bought. I declined, and she asked about Lillian. I shared Dr. Mork’s words and rejected any temptation to drift deeper into small talk. Jane thanked me for my willingness to meet.

I took this as an open gate to race forward. I couldn’t suppress my legal training and its natural quest for logical reasoning. “Kyla tells me you want to help.” I took my second sip of coffee. It was still too hot for my liking. I removed the lid and let the steam escape.

“I do, and I know you’re skeptical. As you should be.” I glanced at Jane as she stared at her coffee. She, unlike Kyla and Lillian, wasn’t aging well. There were lively crow’s feet engulfing both eyes, and gravity was doing its thing at both corners of her mouth.

“It might have something to do with the lies you told me when we talked on the phone.”

“I was just trying to protect you.” I raised my eyebrows and stared at Jane. Her statement made little sense. “I know that sounds crazy, but, in one sense, telling you Rachel had an abortion seemed easier to swallow than dealing with her child, Elita.” I noted Jane mentioned nothing about Kyle.

Kyla had told me she admitted to Jane that Lillian and I had gone prowling in her house and had seen Jane’s war-room, as sis labeled it. “I prefer the truth, no matter how painful.” This sounded righteous to me. And it was probably false. I suspect there are plenty of potential scenarios where the truth would be worse.

It was like Jane showed up. Rachel had said more than once over the years that Jane was the smartest person she’d ever met. I’d never given it much thought, or credence. The woman two feet from me sat straighter in her chair and angled her body to square her shoulders directly at me. Symbolically, as though she was penetrating my skull, she poured her piercing green eyes into mine. Her body language said she was ready to debate, or duel if need be. “Let’s be brutally honest. What you found in my study shocked you. I’m sure I could have conducted myself more honorably concerning Rachel’s child and many other things, but I’m here now, with more secrets to share, if you can forget the past and move forward.”

“That’s fine with me, but I have two conditions. One, you acknowledge and agree with my goals. By the way, they are the same as Lillian’s, Kent’s, and Mrs. Bennett’s. And Kyla’s, to be thorough. Second, you must earn my trust. I need more than words. I need you to show by your actions that you are trustworthy.” My coffee was better now.

Jane must have eyes on the side of her head. She caught sight of Stella Newsome as she entered the cafeteria. The nurse didn’t look our way. “I’ll agree, but why don’t you lay out the goals. I feel I know what you’re after, but I want to be crystal clear about what I’m agreeing to.”

“That’s fair. The top priority is to see that Kyle gets his long overdue justice. A close second would be justice for the family of Sharon Teague. I assume you are familiar with this case. Actually, it’s a few weeks or months older than Kyle’s.”

Jane didn’t answer my question. “Any other goals?”

“One, maybe two more. The first concerns the Hunt House fire. The arsonist needs to be convicted, not to belittle the death of Eric Snyder and his need for justice. From your conversation with Kyla, you know that Lillian and I believe Ray Archer is the mastermind behind the fire.” I paused for Jane to ponder.

She stared again at Stella, who was now dealing with the cashier. Jane turned her head back to me. “You said there might be another goal.”

“It’s now public knowledge Billy and Buddy James are missing. Today’s Sand Mountain Reporter has a lengthy article about them, including their friendship with Eric Snyder, and their last known whereabouts. The paper says they are people of interest concerning the Hunt House fire. To me, its apparent Ray had a motive to get rid of the twin brothers.”

Jane finished her first muffin and wadded up the paper wrapping. “That’s a bunch of goals, so why don’t you ask whatever questions you have. I’ll answer to the best of my knowledge and ability.”

“Before we go there, let’s revisit our phone conversation. I need truthful answers to the two questions I asked. Let’s start with the night Kyle disappeared.”

Before I could complete my question, Jane interrupted, “Kyle was still in the truck when Ray dropped me off at home.”

“I thought so, but let’s come back to that night a little later. Now, tell me the truth about Rachel’s abortion.” I was sure I knew the answer, since I’d seen the photo of Rachel holding a newborn in a Hong Kong hospital, but I wanted to make sure I wasn’t missing something, like another pregnancy or another opportunity for an abortion.

“Rachel never had an abortion. You saw the picture. She lied to Ray about having one before she and her family left for China in the tenth grade.”

“And she was pregnant just the one time?”

Jane seemed semi-pissed that I’d ask such a question. “Well, of course.”

“And Ray was the father, Elita’s father?”

“Yes. Rachel never had sex with anyone but Ray.” I wanted to ask how she could know this but opted to keep my question to myself. Jane picked at her second muffin and continued, staring at me again with those piercing green eyes. “I’m sorry I lied to you. I promise, from now on, I’ll be truthful, no matter how difficult or embarrassing your questions.”

Dr. Mork entered the cafeteria and walked toward Jane and me. Two tables before he reached us, he sat with an older couple, clutched their hands, lowered his head, and prayed. Or so it seemed. “Thanks. Now, one other question before we discuss the goals. Do you know who broke into my house in New Haven and stole Rachel’s diaries?”

Without hesitation, Jane said, “Ray was the snake’s head, but a friend, associate, whatever, of Ted King performed the slithering. He did it as a favor to Ray.” I liked Jane’s metaphor and she sounded believable. But I wanted to follow-up, anyway.

“How do you know this?”

Jane seemed distracted by Dr. Mork’s tuned-up volume. His prayer was intense. She turned back to me. “I believe in prayer but there’s a time and place, and it’s not here.”

I didn’t take the bait, if that’s what it was.

“Pillow talk. Well, it plays a minor role, but mostly from my friend Vanessa Clausen.” Jane used her second muffin as a pause button. “Let’s not go down that rat hole right now or we’ll be here till lunch. For now, just know that Vanessa’s husband, Barry, does some odd jobs for Ted King.”

Again, I refrained from getting sidetracked, although it was tempting. Why in hell would Barry help Ray, the man who’d banged his wife since early high school? I could only assume Barry wasn’t privy to that little detail. “So, what did Ray do with Rachel’s diaries?”

“He gave them to me. Ray doesn’t have the patience to read.”

“Did you?”

Jane raised her eyebrows and stared my way. “Yes, I have the patience and yes, I read them. Now, they’re locked inside Ray’s office. Along with my diaries and all the wall decor you saw while snooping around inside my house.”

“I assume this means you told Ray about Lillian and me discovering your decorated walls?”

“I did.” I stared straight at her and drummed my fingers on the table, hoping Jane would feel the need to describe her and Ray’s relationship. Jane would obviously know that Lillian and I had seen her and Ray’s high school dance photo.

Thankfully, she was perceptive. “Therefore, trust me. I’m willing to give up a lot to help you and Lillian. You’ve probably already figured out that I’ve been in love with Ray since high school. Thanks to Rachel.”

“Because she persuaded Ray to take you to the Valentine’s Dance?” It was like Jane, and I were playing chess, talking about our future moves before revealing our next one.

Two could play this game. “You fell for Ray when Rachel moved away, but to him it was just business.” I paused as she considered her next move. “Sorry to be so blunt, but you got what you wanted and so did he. It just wasn’t the same thing.”

Jane shook her head sideways and rolled her eyes. “You’re too smart for your own good.” Without skipping a beat, she again stood. “Want some more coffee?”

I declined. After she returned and sat, I didn’t hesitate to be bold, and knife edged. “You’ve been living a lie for physical intimacy?” I could be bolder. “In exchange for sex, you protected Ray?”

Jane’s face turned red, but she plowed ahead, undaunted. “Those days are over. That train has left the station. He’s headed to destruction and I’m afraid.” Snakes and trains, Jane liked her metaphors.

“Please explain.”

“You may not want to hear this, but I have more than one motive to help. Ray is in eliminate mode, and no one knows more than me. He’ll silence me, anyone who has the potential of exposing him.”

“Like Billy and Buddy?” I had no actual evidence of my accusation, but my education and experience fed my drive. It seemed only logical that Ray orchestrated their disappearance. Buddy had helped Ray burn the Hunt House. Buddy could cut a deal with the DA and leave Ray hanging. Now, I’d bet he’s dead. Ray had eliminated Buddy, maybe Billy too, just like he’d eliminated Kyle fifty years ago.

“Yes. Do you want to get into that now, or stick to the diaries and my wall decor?” Jane knew how to keep a conversation on track.

“We can come back to the diaries. Did Ray kill Billy and Buddy?”

“I don’t know for sure, but I’m highly suspicious.”

“Why?”

Jane told me how she’d disabled Ray’s ankle monitor, providing details I didn’t need to know. That was last Saturday. Later, she’d gone to visit Rosa and dropped by The Shack for a takeout order before heading home. There, inside the restaurant, she’d seen Ray and waited in her car. After two hours, she’d almost given up, but Ray and Ted King exited around 9:30, with both leaving in separate vehicles. Jane had followed Ray. He had driven to Dogwood Trail in a steadily increasing rain. Jane had hidden her car in a grove of trees and again waited on Ray. She knew he’d eventually have to exit the one-way road. Around 11:30, a pickup truck turned right onto Dogwood Trail. After another long wait, Ray, in his Suburban, approached the stop sign at the intersection of Dogwood Trail and Cox Gap Road, but instead of turning left to Hwy. 431, he turned right. What was stranger still was that he was pulling a flatbed trailer loaded with the same pickup that she had seen earlier. Jane had followed Ray all the way down the mountain to Attalla, where he proceeded south on I-59. After reaching the Ashville exit, Jane had returned home, not knowing where Ray was heading.

Sunday, Jane had conducted research and determined that Buddy owned a blue Chevrolet pickup, the same one she’d seen atop Ray’s flatbed trailer traveling south on Interstate 59.

Just as I was midway asking Jane if Ray had said anything about the Hunt House fire, she jumped up and literally ran to catch up with Stella exiting the cafeteria. It was five minutes before she returned.

“One other thought I had about last Saturday night. Earlier that afternoon, at the Lodge, I was sitting at his desk doing some final research on disabling his ankle monitor.”

I couldn’t resist interjecting, “trading favors.”

Jane shook her head and mouthed, “don’t go there, lurid details won’t get us anywhere.” I credited my nonsensical statement to my lethargy.

“Sorry, that was uncalled for and I’m thankful for your willingness to be open.”

“Next to Ray’s computer was a real estate flier advertising the Dogwood Trail farm for sale. You know his father is the legal owner?”

“I’ve heard that.”

“Anyway, I made a comment, something like, ‘I didn’t know you were selling your farm.’ Ray’s response seemed normal at the time, and I didn’t give it any thought. Until later that night.”

“What did he say?”

“I’m not. I’m trying to buy it. That was until my asshole father refused to sell it to me, and now he’s received an offer.” Jane fiddled with her iPhone and exchanged a quick text with someone. “This got me to thinking. Ray walked out of his office and back into his bedroom, but I heard him mumble. ‘I wish the weather would clear up. I’ve got stuff I need to move.’”

I couldn’t help but recall what Rachel had written in one of her diaries, that Ray had something to hide. “What were your thoughts?”

“That the sixty acres would have been a safe and private place to dispose of Sharon Teague’s body.”

“Or Kyle Bennett’s.” I added. Even though Rachel had written almost this exact thing, I guess I didn’t believe her. Especially after discovering her diary inside the wall at the Hunt House. The two supposedly covered the same time period but were anything but consistent.

Jane looked me straight in the eye and shook her head sideways. “No, I’m pretty sure Kyle’s not there.”

“Why do you say that?”

“That’s too obvious. Rachel was my dear friend, but she had her secrets. She pointed the finger at Ray, probably wrote that shit in her diaries.”

“Maybe you don’t see your bias. You favored and protected Ray.”

“Ray swore he had nothing to do with Kyle’s disappearance. Rachel swore she had nothing to do with Sharon Teague’s disappearance. Frankly, I don’t know the truth, but I’m certain they both could play games and they both kept secrets.”

It was a good time to ask. “So, did either of them ever confess to you? I mean, did Ray confess to killing Sharon or Kyle?”

“No, absolutely not.”

“What about Rachel, did she confess to any crime?”

Let me put it this way. Ray accused Rachel, and she accused Ray.”

“Of what?”

“Rachel of what happened to Sharon, and Ray for what happened to Kyle.”

“Let me see if I’m understanding. You’re saying Rachel accused Ray of killing Kyle, and Ray accused Rachel of killing Sharon Teague?”

“Pretty much, other than they both believed the other had help.”

“Help from who?”

“I don’t know, but I have my suspicions.” My iPhone rang before Jane completed her statement. It was Kyla.

“Hey sis, how’s Lillian?”

What I heard felt like I was experiencing a miracle. “Get up here, Lillian just woke up.”

Jane must have noticed the shock rolling across my face like a massive wave. “What is it?”

I stood and grabbed my empty coffee cup. “Come on, Lillian’s back with us.”

The two of us weaved our way around tables, tossed our garbage in the can by the exit, and raced to the elevators that led to the ICU. All I heard Jane say as my mind alternated between happiness and worry that Lillian might have suffered brain damage was the repeated statement that I needed to talk with Jackie and Jade Frasier.