The primary aim of the "Novel Excerpts" blog category is to showcase my creative writing, specifically from the novels I've written. Hopefully, these posts will provide a glimpse into my storytelling style, themes, and narrative skills. It's an opportunity to share my artistic expressions and the worlds I've created through my novels.
The Boaz Stenographer, written in 2018, is my fourth novel. I'll post a chapter a day over the next few weeks.
Book Blurb
Walt Shepherd, a 35 year veteran of the White House’s stenographic team, is fired by President Andrew Kane for refusing to lie.
Walt returns to his hometown of Boaz, Alabama and renews his relationship with Regina Gillan, his high school sweetheart, who he had ditched right before graduation to marry the daughter of a prominent local businessman. Regina has recently moved back to Boaz after forty years in Chicago working at the Tribune. She is now editor of the Sand Mountain Reporter, a local newspaper.
Walt and Regina’s relationship transforms into a once in life love at the same time they are being immersed in a growing local and national divide between Democrats and traditional Republicans, and extremist Republicans (known as Kanites) who are becoming more dogmatic about the revolution that began during President Kanes campaign.
Walt accepts two part-time jobs. One as a stenography instructor at Snead State Community College in Boaz, and one as an itinerant stenographer with Rains & Associates out of Birmingham.
Walt later learns the owner of Rains & Associates is also one of five men who created the Constitution Foundation and is involved in a sinister plot to destroy President Kane, but is using an unorthodox method to achieve its objective. The Foundation is doing everything it can to prevent President Kane from being reelected in 2020, and is scheming to initiate a civil war that will hopefully restore allegiance to the U.S. Constitution.
While Walt is writing a book, The Coming Civil War, he is, unwittingly, gathering key information for the Constitution Foundation.
Will Walt discover a connection between the Foundation and the deaths of three U.S. Congressmen in time to save his relationship with Regina, prevent President Kane from being reelected as the defacto head of a Christian theocracy, and the eruption of a civil war that could destroy the Nation ?
Chapter 86
Regina’s body was found three days later. Three teenagers riding four-wheelers had discovered her lifeless body behind an old barn and beside a pond, three miles to the west of Douglas High School. The old home place had long ago burned but a local farmer, Niles Baldwin, had bought the place several months earlier and was in process of fencing in the nearly 100 acres situated at the end of a little-used dirt road. Regina had been shot, once in the head, with a small caliber weapon. A later autopsy revealed the shooter had used a 22-caliber pistol.
Regina’s funeral was the worst time of my life, so far. I muddled my way through it, doing my best to not think or show any emotion, although I do recall falling apart as the funeral director lowered the casket’s door as my mind told me, “Regina is gone. You will never see her again.”
Losing the love of my life under the best of circumstances would have been bad enough, but losing her knowing that she had deceived me, that she was not the woman I thought she was, made it impossible to face my future.
I left the service just as Belinda sang her final song, Victory in Jesus. I didn’t want to hear any more, “I’m praying for you,” or “She’s in a better place.” I kept my head down and didn’t look at a single soul as I walked out of the Chapel, through the vestibule, and out to my truck, parked in the same spot by the trees as it was at Mother’s funeral. All I wanted to do was drive, something I normally hated. I sure didn’t want to go home.
I drove south on Highway 431 without a destination in mind. I didn’t need one. Why should I? My entire life now had no goal, no purpose, so anywhere I went, anything I did, was just perfect. I found it funny that I could think at all. Why wasn’t my heart breaking and my tears flowing like a river, my emotions in full control of my entire being?
There was one emotion that saddled up against my desire to be rational. It was guilt. Guilt over being so stupid. One would think I would feel guilty over not saving Regina, not seeing the trouble she was in, the bad decisions she had made and was continuing to make. It wasn’t that type of guilt. I was ashamed of my inability to recognize reality. The world I had lived in ever since I moved back to Alabama was a world I hated and rejected. But, that didn’t make it unreal. In fact, it was the only truth that existed. Reasoning, rationality, truth, what I had always thought of as truth, didn’t exist. These things were not reality.
Ever since I had rejected God and Christianity, I had always prided myself on truth, on being a lover of the truth. What a fool I had been. Probably three-fourths of all Americans (virtually all Southerners) believe in God, the God of the Bible. Southerners believe the Bible is God’s words, that it has no error. They believe that God hears their prayers and answers every one of them with, yes, no, or later. Mix this philosophy with a hatred towards the federal government, and just as strong a feeling of love towards President Kane, and you have the perfect reality.
As I drove through Glencoe, my thoughts returned to Regina. It hit me. It hit me hard. Now, I realized how she was the brave soul, the one who had been determined to risk her life for truth. Her years in Chicago had taught her to forsake myth, to seek for facts and evidence that align with science and the world around her. Even though I didn’t agree with her willingness to break the law, I finally understood that she recognized the importance of standing up against pure ignorance, bigotry, and hatred. She did everything in her power to expose Christianity and Kane for what they are.
Now, I had a decision to make. In truth, it was already made. If I continued to live in Boaz, Alabama, I would have to be an absolute recluse, or choose to live a lie. Living alone, always alone at Shepherd’s Cove, without Regina, wasn’t inviting at all. Also, immersing myself in a make-believe world of ‘God is great,’ and ‘I’m praying for you,’ was nearly the most repulsive thing I could think about.
Yes, I had been such a fool. A fool to think that I could write a book that would have the power to persuade folks, particularly Southerners, to engage in basic reasoning, and to ultimately reject their falsehoods and myths. I had to accept that nothing, but death, would change the minds of these folks. It wasn’t because they were stupid. It was because they were brainwashed. True brainwashing is virtually impossible to break. Most of these folks, many that I had known all my life, were powerless. Decades of false teachings along with a perfectly matched society to reinforce these teachings, was the perfect recipe for brainwashing. No fool or genius had any power to break this code.
In Oxford, I almost drove up the Interstate 20 ramp towards Atlanta. I thought about driving to the Hilton Garden Inn in Tifton for a few days, even thought of requesting Room 420 to reminisce mine and Regina’s trip the week of July 4th, 2018. I’m not sure why I didn’t, but instead I chose to return home. Before I reached Gadsden on my return trip I had my answer.
I had to stay in Boaz. I had to continue teaching my stenographic classes at Snead State. It was there I had some influence. Felicia was living proof of that. I had learned she was not having an affair with Pastor Warren. She was debating him on the truth of Christianity. I didn’t have the ability or power to influence masses of people, not America, nor even a small community like Boaz. But, I did have a niche, one where its students had a deep interest in accurately recording what they were hearing. One thing can lead to another. If one more student in my life falls in love with accuracy, it will be inevitable that he or she pursues meaning. And, who knows, this student might just evolve into a truth-seeking human.
As I pulled into my driveway at Shepherd’s Cove, I felt Regina ease over beside me, pressing her left leg against me as she always did. My mind was tempted to think God was giving me a sign that Regina lived on and would always be by my side. I resisted the temptation. I chose science instead. My mind needed comforting and it fed me just the perfect memory to provide that comfort.
Always and forever I will love Regina. As teenagers, I broke her heart. As senior-citizens, she broke mine. I did so to pursue myth. She did so to pursue truth.
I unlocked the back door, walked to the counter, grabbed a notepad and pen, and wrote down, “Regina, the fearless truth-seeker.”
THE END