The Boaz Scorekeeper–Chapter 19

The Boaz Scorekeeper, written in 2017, is my second novel. I'll post it, a chapter a day, over the next few weeks.

Although I had doubts about Christianity as early as the eighth grade, I kept them buried deep until that fateful night when Wendi and I sat around the fire and shared our souls.  She fully believed in the God of the Bible, and was honest and respectful in listening to me share my doubts, and in offering her thoughts on how I might be confused.

Even more than our fireside discussion, the evil she experienced later that night, and the false accusation conspiracy and subsequent trial I endured, had fed my doubts a steady diet for too many years for them not to establish deep roots.  I had listened to preaching all my life extol the beauty and magnificence of the Creator God, how he was all-knowing, all-powerful, all-loving, and ever-present.  Try as I did, I never could reconcile that God with the God who had allowed my first love, the precious Wendi, to suffer multiple rapes and then what had to be a terrifying death at the hands of the Flaming Five—not to mention what fear, pain, and suffering I had endured for nearly six months in the Marshall County Jail.  No, the God that I had experienced was either incapable of coming to the aid of his children or simply didn’t care.  Of course, this wasn’t my true position.  It was that I didn’t believe the God of the Bible existed at all.  I was just too much of a coward to admit it.

My near atheism didn’t keep me from attending church.  After moving to Atlanta to attend college and up until Karla and I married, the only time I would go to church was during the rare weekends I was home.  After we married, we joined First Baptist Church of Atlanta.  She joined because she was and remained until her death, a faithful and committed Christian.  I joined because of my love and respect for Karla, but just as importantly, I enjoyed the music (not the words) and the irrationality that spewed forth from the preacher most every Sunday.

The Boaz Scorekeeper–Chapter 18

The Boaz Scorekeeper, written in 2017, is my second novel. I'll post it, a chapter a day, over the next few weeks.

I married Karla Jacobson in 1986.  It had taken me nearly 15 years to tenderly and reverently bury my dear Wendi in a holy shrine in the back of my mind.  This didn’t mean I would ever forget her.  I would die with her on my mind, even if my death wouldn’t come for another fifty or sixty years.  But now, I had to move on with my life.  Even though I had only a few hours with Wendi, those moments seeded a lifetime of simple but precious memories.  She was my first love and shaped my heart.  Looking back on that fateful night in May 1972, I could easily see the framework of my life taking shape.  Sitting around the fire that night, Wendi had shared how Cindi had made her come along with her and that Cindi was in a sense an oxymoron. 

She was outwardly devoted to her preacher father, the Bible, and God, yet loved to party.  Wendi thought it was rather funny that Cindi acted as though she had such a strong faith in God but believed her life would be more meaningful and fulfilling if she shared her body and soul with every good-looking guy she met.  Wendi shared how she had some doubts about God but wholly believed in saving herself for her husband.  She shared her dream of marrying young and having a big family with a dozen kids as she put it.  Looking back, I could see and know that but for the evil that the Flaming Five perpetrated on Wendi that night, she and I would have gone on to marry.  That conclusion was good and real, totally opposite of the evil that she had endured.

Karla came into my life just as unexpected as Wendi.  Karla was from Boaz and was a year behind me in High School.  We had never dated during our school years but had been friends.  We both attended Clear Creek Baptist Church and were leaders in the Beta Club.  After working nearly nonstop for six months at Downs, Gambol & Stevens, I took two weeks off during Christmas 1980 to come home to visit my parents.  Mother made me, as she always had done, go to the Church’s annual Christmas program.  She even made me stay over for the coffee and cake get-to-gather. 

Karla was there with her parents and we stood along the back wall of the Fellowship Hall watching the younger kids exchange Christmas presents.  Karla and I caught each other up on what had happened in our lives over the past eight years.  She was in her fourth year as a kindergarten teacher in Albertville, single, and still living at home with her parents.  As the gathering was winding down I kind of shocked myself when I asked her if she would like to meet the next day for coffee.  Looking back, I know why I asked her.  My mind had told me while Karla and I were talking that it was Wendi I was talking to.  Karla and Wendi could have been sisters.  They were both tall and slender, with curly black hair and blue eyes.

Karla and I hit it off.  I think we saw each other every day I was home during that two-week visit.  Over the next couple of years, we saw each other as often as we could, usually at least once per month. Karla drove a few times to Atlanta to see me and spend the weekend.  After three years or so I asked her to marry me and move to Atlanta.  I believe she truly wanted to but it took her two more years before she could muster the strength and courage to leave her job at Albertville Elementary School.  She kept saying she was too much a small-town girl for a big city like Atlanta.  Receiving a job offer to teach at Venetian Hills Elementary School probably was the tipping point in my favor.  Partner Clayton Stevens was instrumental in arranging for Karla’s job.  He represented the Atlanta School Board.  It helped knowing the right people.

We were married on June 10th, 1986 at Clear Creek Baptist Church.  Our only child, Michael Lewis Tanner, was born October 23rd, 1987. 

The Boaz Scorekeeper–Chapter 17

The Boaz Scorekeeper, written in 2017, is my second novel. I'll post it, a chapter a day, over the next few weeks.

After three months of spending every weekday night attending a formal Bar Review course, and cramming every waking moment on weekends, I passed the Georgia Bar on my first attempt.  Ted Ingram and I were the only two associates to pass.  This, I believe, was one reason Partner Greg Gambol asked the two of us to join him in representing 43-year-old Terry Lynn Gaines. But, there was a bigger reason.  Two weeks earlier junior partner Clay Watkins had surprised the Firm with his announcement he was returning to his hometown of Black Mountain, North Carolina to take over the family lumber mill after his father’s cancer diagnosis.  Gambol faced an immediate need for help with the Gaines capital murder case he had conditionally accepted just two days before Watkins announced his resignation.

The Gaines case not only posed a staffing problem for Greg, it also offered a solid logistical issue.  Greg led the Firm’s active criminal defense practice and had to manage his time carefully.  Loganville is 100 miles east of Atlanta and is located mostly in Walton County, although a small portion of the city lies within Gwinnett County.   

Our client’s father, Walt Lee Gaines, had heard of Greg and the Firm a few years earlier when Greg won the highly publicized Cobb County Case, State of Georgia vs. Brandon Ray Kilgore.  Kilgore had been charged with murdering three people with a hammer and confessed on video.  Greg was successful in using an expert in false memories, and having the taped confession ruled inadmissible greatly weakening the State’s case.  Surprisingly, Kilgore was acquitted, even though there was evidence Kilgore was present at the scene.

The Gaines family was prominent in Loganville and throughout Walton and Gwinnett Counties.  They had lived there for over 100 years and owned a host of diversified businesses including a chain of convenience stores, a mobile home manufacturing plant, two restaurants, and a commercial construction company. 

Terry Lynn Gaines was, as the old saying goes, the black sheep of the family.  However, he was a star of Southern Baptist Fundamentalism.  Terry had received a whole lot of Georgia press due to his rants and demonstrations against homosexuals.  His mantra was Leviticus 20:13: “If a man also lie with mankind, as he lieth with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination: they shall surely be put to death; their blood shall be upon them.”  Gaines had recently been indicted for the murder of Victor Albert Semmes of Monroe, Georgia.  It was 15 miles east of Gaines’ hometown, and was the county seat for Walton County.

Due to an emergency dental appointment, associate Ted Ingram was unable to go with Greg Gambol and me on our first trip to visit Terry.  Before we went inside the Detention Center to meet him, Walt Gaines confronted us in the parking lot and insisted that Greg accept a $50,000 retainer and agree to represent his son.  Greg finally agreed but with one condition—that if he didn’t believe Terry wanted our services or if Greg felt we were just not a good fit, then we could void the contract and refund the retainer.  Walt agreed.

Our meeting that day with Terry Lee Gaines was my first ever with a criminal defendant.  I had met with clients of partners Ralph Downs and Clayton Stevens who had engaged the Firm as plaintiffs in civil cases, such as auto accidents and medical malpractice.  Terry was a short man with broad shoulders, big hands and curly blond hair.  He looked younger than the 43 years as stated on the arrest report.

After we introduced ourselves and informed him that his father had hired us to represent him he thanked us for agreeing to be his lawyers and promised he would always tell us the truth.  Then, he just blurted out, “I was obedient to God when I killed Victor Semmes.”  Greg told Terry that he had a constitutional right to be silent and that the Prosecutor could not force him to testify.  Greg went into a long speech about attorney-client confidentiality and the illegality of a lawyer putting on knowingly false testimony. Terry told us not to worry that he didn’t intend to testify at trial.  He said it would not be necessary since the State would be unable to prove his guilt.

I asked Terry why he felt that way (on the drive over Greg had given me permission to interact with Terry any way I wanted, since Ted and I would be meeting with him more than Greg would).  He said that the only link the Prosecutor had between him and Victor was an argument the two of them had outside the Monroe Post Office.  Terry said that his group, “Death to Fags” was legally marching that day when Victor and two of his friends shouted across the parking lot to them that “God loves homosexuals and bigots.”  Terry said that he walked over to Victor and they got into a pushing and shoving match, but it ended when the cops showed up.  Three days later Victor’s body was found leaning up against the Civil War Memorial on the front lawn of the County Courthouse. 

Terry said that two days after their altercation at the Post Office, he lucked-up and saw Victor coming out of Dave’s Cards and Gifts on South Broad.  “He drove his car south to Criswell Park and parked by the lake.  There was no one else there.  I pulled on a pair of leather gloves and parked behind him blocking him in.  Victor had locked himself in his car by the time I reached his door.  I had a hammer in my truck so I busted his window and hit him a few times with the hammer.  I had him out of the car and in the back of my truck in just a couple of minutes.  I hit him a few more times with my hammer and tied him up.  I drove to my father’s farm and hid my truck in a grove of trees by the pond.  Early the next morning I deposited his body at the Courthouse.”  Greg asked Terry if he had given a statement to the police.  He said, “absolutely not.”

Over the next 14 months Ted and I spent a lot of time with Terry.  His story never wavered.  His favorite thing to talk about was his faith in God and Christ.  He had complete confidence that he was justified in killing Victor Semmes.  Although the Prosecutor tried his best he never discovered the truth of what happened to Victor Semmes, nor did he discover Terry’s truck, gloves, or hammer. 

At trial, the strength of the Prosecutor’s case was a man who said he witnessed Terry abducting and beating Victor at Criswell Park.  The man claimed to be fishing on the other side of the pond from where the incident took place. We put on an expert in eyewitness testimony who convincingly showed the difficulty of accurately identifying Terry Lynn Gaines from the distance and angle the man was at from across the pond.

Despite the eyewitness testimony, the jury rendered a not guilty verdict.  Media theory was that the longstanding good reputation of Terry’s family throughout Walton County, and the local hatred for homosexuals were the real reasons why the jury refused to convict a local hero of sorts.  Whatever the reasons, the case left Greg, Ted, and me with several questions.  Terry had told us that he was not driving his own truck.  However, he would never tell us what happened to the truck, the gloves, or the hammer he used to commit the murder.

This case was very troubling to me.  Although I knew and understood that the criminal defendant had no duty to prove his innocence and that he had a constitutional right to sit silent at trial and not put forth any evidence at all, I understood that it was the Prosecutor’s full responsibility to prove the guilt of the accused beyond a reasonable doubt.  I believed in these principles.  However, before this case, I had never given serious thought about the victim’s family and the seeming dishonest role the criminal defense attorney was playing to prevent them from obtaining justice for their loved one.  I think I relived Wendi’s death and imagined the choking grief that her family had endured for almost ten years.  To truly know that the man you are representing has so viciously murdered another human being felt horribly repulsive.  I forever wondered whether the lawyers who had represented Randall, James, and John had known how they had raped, murdered, and hidden two sweet and innocent sisters.

There was another reason the case of Terry Lynn Gaines gave me trouble.  It was God.  How could a loving God have such hatred for homosexuals that he instructed his followers to put them to death?  And more insane, how could modern day folks become so indoctrinated that they believed such nonsense written by iron age peasants over 2,000 years ago?  These two questions watered those lingering doubts I had long had whether the God of the Bible was in fact ‘the Lord Almighty, the God of the armies of Israel.’

The Boaz Scorekeeper–Chapter 16

The Boaz Scorekeeper, written in 2017, is my second novel. I'll post it, a chapter a day, over the next few weeks.

The law firm of Downs, Gambol & Stevens offered me a job a few weeks before I graduated from law school. They said they felt, after observing me for the two semesters I had clerked for them, that I would make a good fit.  I thanked them for their generous offer but told them I had always planned on returning to Boaz to practice with Matt.

However, my carefully laid plans changed radically the day I graduated. Matt had surprised me earlier that morning when he showed up at my apartment.  He took me to breakfast and we mainly just hung out without talking seriously about anything.  My parents arrived just in time for us to walk to Glenn Memorial Auditorium for me and my 125 other classmates to receive our J.D diplomas.  After a nice dinner with my parents they returned to Boaz but Matt stayed the night.  We sat out on my tiny balcony overlooking Peavine Creek right off Clifton Road and brainstormed a new case he had just taken in.

Around midnight, while I was dozing and trying to tell Matt I needed to go to bed, out of the blue he said, “Micaden, I can’t offer you a job right now.”  He said he had thought a lot about me coming to work for him and decided that it was unfair for me if he didn’t encourage me to experience law practice from the perspective of a large firm in a big city.  More specifically, he said he would never forgive himself if he didn’t try his best to persuade me to practice alongside Greg Gambol.  Matt believed Greg was the best, if not one of the best, criminal defense attorneys in the nation.  I hadn’t realized until now that Greg and Matt were law school classmates.  They both had served as editors on the school’s Crime and Punishment Law Review and had become close friends.  After they graduated they had gone their separate ways but had stayed in touch over the years. I knew that without Matt I would never have been selected to clerk for Downs, Gambol, & Stevens.

Matt said I needed to stay in Atlanta for at least five years.  He planned on practicing in Boaz another 20 to 25 years, at least until he was 70 or 75 years old, assuming his health allowed him to.  He stated that the experience I gained by working with Greg would make the firm of Bearden and Tanner much stronger.

At first, I fully opposed his idea but caved in after he asked me to do this as a favor to him. He told me about his experience with another big Atlanta firm after he graduated from Emory’s Law School in 1960, the year I turned six.  He said that he believed those ten years developed and honed his skills and that without that experience he seriously doubted he would have been able to provide the level of legal service he had provided to me in my case.  Matt asked me to consider this as full payment for his services for representing me in my kidnapping and murder case.  I felt ashamed that I hadn’t thought about the sacrifice that Matt had made for me.  Matt had responded so unselfishly when my Dad called him after my arrest.  Matt had agreed to take my case without a large retainer, allowing my parents to pay what they could, when they could.  They had paid a few thousand dollars over the years but not anything like the amount of fees Matt had diligently and honestly earned.  Ultimately, I had no choice.

The next morning Matt arranged for us to meet Greg Gambol.  As Matt drove us downtown I could hear Sheriff Brown say, “Tanner, you are under arrest for the kidnapping and murder of Wendi and Cindi Murray.”  I felt sad that yet again a surprise had knocked at the door of my life and I had no ability to resist.  I hoped Matt’s surprise was better than Brown’s.  As Matt pulled into the parking deck across from Greg’s office I felt ashamed that I had associated these two events.  Matt had been my salvation.  It had been his wisdom and ability to persuade that had pulled me from the jaws of depression and despair and had led me, step by step, to victory.  Now again, Matt was the visionary, who marshaled us both to ignore disappointment and embark upon another long journey towards a worthy goal.  As I sat and listened to Matt argue with Greg why he should hire me I realized how blessed I was to have such an advocate.

Greg renewed his offer and I accepted.  I was now the newest associate at Downs, Gambol & Stevens.

I spent the first three months—along with three other new associates—shadowing the Firm’s named partners and studying for the Bar Exam.  In a large firm, a new lawyer doesn’t take on new cases. He simply assists the responsible lawyer.  A new lawyer is merely an apprentice.  I mainly conducted legal research and writing.  In law school, I had learned the IRAC method of analyzing a legal issue: issue, rule, analysis, and conclusion.  The analysis component was where the relevant law was applied to the facts of the case the firm was dealing with.  The partner would give me the legal issue or question to answer.  It was my job to determine what rule or law applied to the issue.  This normally required days and days, sometimes 100 hours or more, in the Firm’s law library, searching for the relevant statutes (if any) and applicable case law.  Once I felt I had exhausted the search I would outline my argument to determine if there were any logical fallacies leading me to the conclusion that I had already roughly formed in my mind.  Once my outline was solid, I drafted a memorandum.  This was a formal document laying out in detail how the relevant law required the conclusion I had reached after considering counter-arguments the other side would naturally posit.

The Boaz Scorekeeper–Chapter 15

The Boaz Scorekeeper, written in 2017, is my second novel. I'll post it, a chapter a day, over the next few weeks.

After my trial, I just knew that my dear Wendi and her sister Cindi would finally get justice.  How could they not after young Shawn Taylor’s eyewitness testimony?

I could not have been more wrong.  Randall, James, and John were arrested with a million-dollar bond set in each case.  Within two days the three were back on the street.  The four cheerleaders were also arrested with much lower bonds.  They too bonded out.  In less than a week the Prosecutor mysteriously resigned. Two days later Shawn and his father were killed in a freak car accident in Mountainboro, just south of Boaz.

The newly appointed Prosecutor pursued the three defendants but was unable to convince a Grand Jury to indict them.  There were two insurmountable problems.  Most people in the area believed that Wendi and Cindi were dead but their bodies had never been discovered.  This was not the most difficult issue for the new Prosecutor.  Now, after Shawn’s death, there was no witness other than myself who could or would say that Wendi and Cindi had left the camp with Randall, James, and John.  Mysterious to Matt, the new Prosecutor didn’t even call me to testify before the Grand Jury.  It was not until many years later that I finally understood why the Prosecutor could not offer as evidence at trial the written transcript of Shawn’s testimony from my own trial.  It was a common legal principle known as hearsay.

The cases against Randall, James, and John were eventually dismissed.  Again, without Shawn’s testimony, the new Prosecutor couldn’t very easily refute the four cheerleaders’ testimony from my trial. 

A few days after my trial Matt called and asked me if I still hoped to become a lawyer someday.  I told him I did and had already requested information from several different law schools around the southeast.  He said that was good but suggested I not gaze too much at the top of the mountain but turn my attention to the valley beneath, the one I was in.  He asked me if I wanted to start learning what goes on in a law office.  The next afternoon I started work with the man who had literally saved my life.  He seemed to see something in me that I couldn’t see.  He saw something that didn’t even exist in my imagination.  For the next six months Matt, with patience of no other human, gave me introductory lessons in case law research and memorandum writing.  He even let me shadow him to court on numerous occasions.  But, even more importantly, he allowed me to witness him interviewing and counseling his clients, and let me sit in the conference room as he brainstormed the clearest and most persuasive way to present a case to a jury.

This time with Matt solidified my decision to become a lawyer.  Just as important, and even more unsuspected, Matt guided my thoughts on how and where to pursue my formal education.  He thought I should decide against returning to Snead State Junior College in September for my freshman year, and then on to Auburn University to complete my undergraduate degree.  He knew that both James and Randall would be there on basketball scholarships.  He also knew that Wade, Fred, and John were headed to the University of Alabama.  The bottom line, Matt believed I needed to get away to rebuild my life. 

Ultimately, Matt helped guide me to Emory University in Atlanta.  It was his alma mater.  For the next seven years—spending summers in Boaz clerking for Matt—I earned an undergraduate degree in English, and a Juris Doctorate degree from the Emory University School of Law.  Again, with much help from Matt and my parents, along with scholarships, grants, work-study jobs, and clerking my senior year for a law firm in Atlanta, I graduated June 10th, 1980 owing less than $10,000 in student loans.

The Boaz Scorekeeper–Chapter 14

The Boaz Scorekeeper, written in 2017, is my second novel. I'll post it, a chapter a day, over the next few weeks.

I never did find a summer job, but I did on several occasions help our neighbor Floyd Parker haul hay from his fields. 

It was the Tuesday after Labor Day when I found out what truth and justice were about, at least the version hovering like a misty fog over Boaz, Alabama.  I had just returned home from my first day as a student at Snead State Junior College when I heard a knock on the front door.  It was Sheriff Wayne Brown and his Deputy Carl Lauderdale.  I could feel the same prickly sensations running up and down my spine that I had felt during their first visit at the beginning of the summer.

I walked out on the front porch and Brown said, “Tanner, you are under arrest for the kidnapping and murder of Wendi and Cindi Murray.”  I literally collapsed and the Deputy had to lead me to the back seat of his car.

They carried me to an interrogation room inside the county jail at Guntersville. I knew from television and my High School Civics class that I had a right to an attorney but that didn’t seem to matter.  Detective Kent Allison ignored my request and shouted out a barrage of questions: “where did you dump Wendi and Cindi?” “How did you kill them?” “Don’t you think you have put the girls’ parents through enough hell by withholding this evidence?”

He then told me that my five buddies had finally come forward and told him and Sheriff Brown what happened.  He said, “we know now that it was you who drove Wendi and Cindi back to the Dairy Queen from where ya’ll had been partying all night. They don’t know what you did but all five of them have told us, separately I might add, the very same story.  Also, the four other girls who were present told us the same thing.  Tanner, you might as well confess, clean up your conscience, and give these two grieving parents some closure.”

I told the Detective that I was being framed, that Randall, James, and John were the ones who had left with Wendi and Cindi, while Fred, Wade, and I stayed at the camp.  I told him that around 2:00 a.m. Saturday morning how Randall, James, and John had left with all six of the girls but had returned with Wendi and Cindi less than an hour later.  I told him about how they had raped the girls in the tent and had forced me to stay by the campfire even though I tried to stop them.

Detective Allison asked me why I had lied to the Sheriff and Deputy Lauderdale when they came to see me the first of the summer.  I told him that I knew how it would look if I told how I had seen Wendi and Cindi on Friday night, and early Saturday morning.  I also told him about the oath the five had made me swear.  I told him I knew it was wrong to swear but I also knew it was wrong to break an oath. 

The detective made me write out my statement.  Again, I simply told the truth.  Deputy Lauderdale took me to a private cell and locked me up.  Several hours later he came back for me and carried me back to the interrogation room where my Father and Mother were waiting, along with a man I had never seen.  He introduced himself as Matt Bearden.  He was a little shorter than me, maybe six feet, slim, and had curly black hair.  He wore a white shirt, no tie, blue-jeans, and a pair of Converse tennis shoes. 

Mother kept trying to hug me and Dad asked if I had anything to do with the disappearance of the girls.  Before I could answer, Mr. Bearden instructed me not to say anything.  He asked my parents to leave us alone.  He then asked me if I had been present at a party with Wendi and Cindi after graduation as all five witnesses had said.  I told him yes.  He then asked me to describe what had happened that night but to limit my statements to what I had seen and heard.  He wanted to know just exactly what I had observed with my five senses.  When I finished he told me that it looked to him like I was the scapegoat.  He told me how Nyra Sue Gibson, one of the four cheerleaders who were present most of that night, had come forward admitting she and three other Boaz cheerleaders had partied with us, and with Wendi and Cindi from Douglas.  Nyra had said that I was the one who drove all the girls home from the party dropping off her and her three classmates at the High School.  She said that I had driven off with Wendi and Cindi still in my car.  I told Mr. Bearden that was an absolute lie.  He said that the families of my five friends were all well connected in Boaz.  He said he suspected they were choreographing this whole story.

My bail was set at $500,000, so I stayed in jail.  My parents couldn’t post that type of bond.  Over the next six months I found out who I really was.  At first, I sank into deep depression and searched for a way to kill myself.  If it hadn’t been for Matt Bearden, my attorney, and Brother G, I would never have made it. 

Matt, as he made me call him, not only worked diligently on my case, he became a friend.  He came to visit me at least once per week, usually on Saturday morning, early.  He brought me law books and gave me homework of a sort.  He asked me to read one preselected case per day trying to figure out the key issues and how the appeals court had resolved them.  After the first week or two I started investing hours per week in this assignment because I knew Matt would have me verbally present each case to him during our time together on Saturday.  Every case I read seemed to have something to do with my own case.  Matt also brought me one novel per week.  Matt had a way with words and encouraged me to focus my pleasure reading on fiction.  There was something about In Cold Blood, To Kill a Mockingbird, and The Godfather, among many others, that steeled my mind, and stole my heart.  They gave me hope.  Just like the cases from the law books Matt had me read, the novels seemed to hold meaning to my circumstances.  After my second reading of The Godfather, I began to wonder if the Corleone family represented, at least in some ways, the families of the Flaming Five.  In addition to Matt’s weekly visits, he also reached out through the mail.  I usually received one, sometimes two, letters per week.  Each letter also included another homework assignment, this time a written assignment.  He would pose one or two questions about the prior week’s novel. What made this a little difficult was that I was already reading a new novel.  Looking back, I think Matt was training me to become a future lawyer.  They don’t have the luxury of working just one case.  They must keep up with facts and stories of maybe a dozen or more cases.  I never knew how much money Matt spent on me.  He furnished me with envelopes, stamps, a mountain of paper, and a ton of books.  He convinced me that writing was therapeutic and that untold power resided in simple words.  In a letter written two days before my trial, I told Matt that if he won my case that I wanted to become a lawyer like him.  I thanked him for caring for me and showing me how a real criminal defense lawyer defends his client.

It was Matt that managed my head during these four months.  But, it was Brother G, Gabriel Gorham, Gabe for short, that loved and innocently manipulated my heart.  He always came late Tuesday afternoon, and he brought along one of his Deacons.  A typical visit was both men with me in Interrogation One or Two.  The Deacon would give me a short report about my family, sometimes handing me letters from Mama El and Mother.  He would lead us in a prayer and then leave Brother G and me alone.  He used emotion, where Matt used reason, to motivate me towards hope.  I have never in my life been around anyone who could stir up my emotions like Brother G.  He preached a sermon to me every week.  Standing and strutting around the six by six cave.  Four months of sermons and the two that most carried me to the finish line at the end of my trial were the stories of Joseph and David.  Joseph in the Egyptian jail, and David’s fight with Goliath.  “Micaden, you are a modern-day Joseph, a man placed here in this jail by God Himself.  You see this as a prison.  It is not.  It is God’s schoolhouse.  God is calling you to a mighty work.  There is a town, a state, and a nation that someday soon will die from famine if you don’t learn the right lessons here today, tomorrow, and next week.  There is one, two, maybe ten Goliaths that will enslave and murder unhindered if you do not let God shape your heart for His righteous work.  And on and on Brother G would go.  Every week.  This continued until the middle of January 1973. 

I knew something was different when he showed up Tuesday morning.  By himself.  He announced God had called him to First Baptist Church of Jonesborough, Tennessee.  With tears in his eyes he gave me a scripture verse laminated on gold colored paper: “But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.” (Hebrews 11:6).  Before he left, we embraced and he said a prayer pleading with God to hold me fast in the palm of His hand.  As he walked out he said, “I love you Micaden and will see you again someday, if not on this earth, in Heaven.”  That was the last time I ever saw Brother G.   

My trial began on Monday, January 18th, 1973.  The State’s case was strong. My nine classmates, the Flaming Five and the four cheerleaders, presented flawless testimonies.  It was obvious to me they had spent much time rehearsing every detail.  Of course, it didn’t help when Sheriff Brown and Deputy Lauderdale told the jury how I had lied when I was first confronted three days after the crime. At the end of Thursday, day four of my trial, there was no one in Marshall County who would have bet on me, who thought that I had a chance in Hell of being acquitted.  No one, except Matt Bearden.

On Friday morning before Matt had a chance to call his first witness, Judge Garrison announced a recess until Monday morning.  He said that he and the lawyers had some legal issues to deal with.  Two deputies walked me back across the street to my cell.  Matt came to see me around 3:00 p.m., and gave me an update of what had gone on since I left.  He said that the Prosecutor was trying to stop us from putting on our main witness.  The Prosecutor was arguing that Shawn Taylor was not competent to testify since he was only nine years old.  The Judge deferred his ruling until Monday and said he would interview the child in his chambers before the trial resumed. I had not even heard of Shawn Taylor.

That weekend was the longest of my life.  I was ready for the trial to be over.  But, I feared what would follow if I was found guilty.  On Monday after a long interview in his office, the Judge ruled Shawn Taylor could testify.  My case and my future most likely rested on a scared little nine-year-old boy.  Shawn was brave.  He testified that he was inside the Dairy Queen early Saturday morning, the 26th day of May, last year.  He said he was sitting at a table in the dining room waiting on his father to finish up cleaning.  Shawn said that he saw Randall, James, and John drive into the parking lot beside a small blue car that had been there ever since he arrived.  He stated he recognized all three of them because he knew them from First Baptist Church of Christ.  Shawn said that Randall, James, and John had worked in Bible School the prior year.  He also described the tag James had on the front bumper of his GMC van.  He said it was a bucking horse rode by a pretty girl.  Matt showed Shawn a picture of James’ van with the front tag clearly shown.  Shawn told the jury that was the vehicle he saw.  Shawn went on to testify that Randall and John had gotten out of James’ vehicle with two girls and then had gotten into the blue car.  Then, they all drove off.  The Prosecutor on cross-examination tried to convince Shawn he might have been mistaken about who he saw.  Shawn held his ground leaving the Prosecutor rattled.

After my testimony, the Judge ordered a recess until after lunch, even agreeing for me to stay in an interview room off the courtroom while two deputies stood guard.  Matt’s secretary brought lunch while he stayed with me.  I appreciate how Matt treated me like an adult.  He didn’t try to give me false hope.  He said that Shawn had shot a big hole in the State’s case but that didn’t necessarily mean I would win.  He said that he had seen juries do surprising things.  He reminded me of what he had said at the beginning.  Going to trial was like walking into a tiger’s cage, dangerous.  At worst, you will be killed.  At a minimum, you will lose an arm, a leg, the side of your face.  But, for sure, you will be scarred forever.

The Prosecutor’s closing argument was predictable. He told the jury they had to conclude Wendi and Cindi were dead.  He also argued that they must ignore Shawn Taylor’s testimony.  The Judge reprimanded the Prosecutor when he said that the Defense had provided no proof that Shawn was even at the Dairy Queen that early morning.  The Prosecutor said the only reasonable conclusion was for the jury to find me guilty.  Matt argued that Shawn’s testimony created reasonable doubt.  Matt emphasized that all nine of the State’s witnesses declared that Wendi and Cindi left in my car from the camp.  He said, “hilarious, since Micaden’s car was a tiny Chevrolet Corvair, and it was parked at San Ann #1.”  Matt described how close a relationship the Flaming Five had with the four cheerleaders.  Matt reviewed with the jury my testimony of how Fred and Wade had threatened me with punishment and prison if I spoke one word about what happened on that fateful night.  Matt said it would be unfair and a violation of their oath to disregard Shawn’s testimony that it was Randall, James, and John who had put Wendi and Cindi in their Father’s car parked at the Dairy Queen.

Court went late that Monday.  It was almost five o’clock when the Judge finished charging the jury.  He called a recess until 9:00 a.m. Tuesday morning and ordered them not to speak with anyone about the case.  The jury deliberated for three days.  At 10:25 a.m. on Friday morning, the jury foreman announced the jury was hopelessly deadlocked.  After the Judge brought the jury back into the courtroom and strongly urged them to reach a verdict, the foreman asked to speak.  He said that there was absolutely no need to continue deliberations, that there was one juror who had made it clear that he would never vote guilty in this case.  The Judge ordered a mistrial.

Even though the Prosecutor could have retried the case, he never did.  I had dodged the biggest bullet imaginable.  I owed it all to Matt Bearden.  He was the one who believed in me and persisted in his quest to find the infamous smoking gun.  I don’t think Shawn Taylor’s parents would have ever allowed Shawn to testify if it hadn’t been for Matt’s ability to persuade them to have the courage to stand up against the families of the Flaming Five.  I walked out of the Marshall County Courthouse on Friday, January 29th, 1973, a free man.  Matt walked with me across the street to the jail to help me retrieve my things from my cell.  I reminded him that I had decided to go to law school someday.  As we walked out I promised him that I would treat my clients like he had treated me.

The Boaz Scorekeeper–Chapter 13

The Boaz Scorekeeper, written in 2017, is my second novel. I'll post it, a chapter a day, over the next few weeks.

All Saturday afternoon I alternated between trips to the bathroom gaging and vomiting and trying to call Wendi.  I just couldn’t get her off my mind, nor could I get rid of the evil sickness that had settled in my gut.  I knew without any doubt that Wendi was the girl I wanted to marry someday.  I realized that many, maybe most, intelligent people would say that it was rather naive of me to think or say such a thing.  To these I would say, I have seen how she looked at me, talked with me, felt the sweet vibrations from the tone of her voice, sensed the honest touches from her fingers, and tasted the sincerity from her lips, even if the kiss was two seconds long as she was leaving.  That’s how I knew.  But that’s just half the story.  I needed to know if she still liked me enough to go on that date we talked about.  I needed to tell her how sorry I was about last night and how I tried to help her.  I so wanted to tell her that if she gave me a chance I would never fail her again.  At 10:30 p.m. I made my final call to Wendi.  Again, all I got was her answering machine.

My stomach felt settled enough Sunday morning to eat some oatmeal and toast.  But I didn’t feel well enough to go to church—at least this is what I told my mother.  On the way back to my bedroom I went by the den to try Wendi even though it was only 7:00 a.m.  A woman answered my call with a gruff hello.  I asked if I could speak with Wendi and she said, “Who is this?  Where is Wendi?  Do you have my daughter?”  I was shocked, almost speechless, and more afraid than I had ever been.  I finally said I didn’t know where Wendi was.  She asked me again who I was and how I knew Wendi.  I told her my name and that I had met her at Boaz Dairy Queen a few weeks ago.  Before she could say another thing, I realized how easy it was to lie.  The woman asked me for my phone number and told me that Wendi and her sister Cindi were missing, that they had gone to Boaz Friday night to hang out but had never made it home.  We talked a while longer with her getting more angry and sad every second.  After we hung up, I walked to my bedroom and fell into bed.  This was the first and only time I have ever experienced what I believe was a panic attack.

After an hour of cold sweats and hot flashes, twisting and turning in bed, and sitting on the floor against my desk breathing deeply, I got dressed and told Mom I had decided to go to church. 

I waited in the church parking lot for over an hour.  Fred and John arrived in separate cars about the same time and parked fifty feet or so away from me.  I got out of my car, slammed the door, and shouted towards them: “what did the five of you do with Wendi and Cindi?” 

They walked over to me and John said, “what the hell are you talking about?”

“I spoke with Wendi’s Mother this morning and she said that neither Wendi or Cindi ever came home Friday night.  What happened to them?  What have ya’ll done?”

“Hold on Tanner. You’re way out of line here.  Randall, James, and John dropped them off at the Dairy Queen early yesterday morning.  You already know that.” Fred said.

“I don’t know that.  All I know is the three of them left with Wendi and Cindi around 5:00 a.m. Saturday morning after all five of you took turns raping them.  I do know that.  And, I know that you all had a powerful motive to get rid of them.”

“Tanner, settle down.  Go home and keep your mouth shut.  You better start thinking a little more clearly.  If your mouth starts spewing anything about this you are cooking your own goose.  Don’t forget you were at Club Eden with the rest of us, and you had sex with Wendi before any of the rest of us.  If you don’t want prison, or punishment for breaking your oath you best keep your mouth shut.  Now, get the hell out of my face.”  John said.

I drove back home knowing what John said was untrue.  Wendi and I did not have sex.  Even though I knew exactly what happened at Club Eden I knew I was poorly equipped to defend myself against lies that would spring forth from the Flaming Five and their powerful families.  My family was an outsider, not connected socially or economically with the entrenched families of my so-called friends.

I hardly left my bedroom until Tuesday morning.  At breakfast, my Mother asked me why I was so depressed.  I told her that since High School was over I felt like I was out on the ocean on a piece of driftwood, being tossed about, without any direction or hope of ever reaching shore.  She said that was not true.  She reminded me that I was headed to Snead State Junior College in the Fall.  She encouraged me to get out and find a summer job.  After I finished breakfast I helped her clear off the table.  She said, “read the paper and you will realize how fortunate you are.”  I picked up the Sand Mountain Reporter and read the front-page headline: “Car of Missing Girls Found.” 

I read the article and learned that a county deputy had found a blue Plymouth Valiant registered to a Bill Murray of Douglas.  He had identified the car as his and the one his two daughters were driving Friday night when they left home and headed to Boaz to hang out with some friends.  The car was found abandoned in the woods off Little Cove Road south of Boaz.  There was no sign of the missing girls.

I had just brought the newspaper back to my room when Mother came in looking like she had seen a ghost.  “The sheriff is here asking to speak with you.”  I had no time to think or breathe for that matter.  I walked out the side porch to see two of the biggest cops I had ever seen.

“You Micaden Tanner?”

“Yes.”

“Do you know Wendi and Cindi Murray of Douglas?”

“Yes.”

“How do you know them?”

“I met them a few weeks ago at the Dairy Queen in Boaz?”

“When is the last time you saw them?”

“That Saturday night, at the Dairy Queen.”

“And you’re sure you haven’t seen them since?”

“I’m sure.”

“Nellie Murray told us you called for Wendi last Sunday morning.”

“I did.  I wanted to ask her out on a date.  She gave me her phone number at the Dairy Queen.”

“Do you know that Wendi and Cindi are missing?”

“I just read about it in the Sand Mountain Reporter just before you got here.”

“Mr. Tanner, you better not be lying to us.  We will find out if you are.”

After they left I almost collapsed into the swing.  I hated myself.  For some surprising and strange reason, I thought about the Apostle Peter and how he had lied about knowing Jesus after he was arrested.  I leaned back and looked at the porch ceiling knowing that my brand of Christianity was virtually worthless when my own skin was over the fire.

For the rest of the summer, between daily trips to Boaz and Albertville looking for a summer job, and reading the Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday editions of the Sand Mountain Reporter, I stayed in my bedroom trying to figure out what would happen to me when the cops found Wendi and Cindi.  Deep in my heart I knew that they were dead and that was all because of what the Flaming Five had done.  Every day I contemplated running away but something kept me home and believing that surely truth and justice were still alive.  

The Boaz Scorekeeper–Chapter 12

The Boaz Scorekeeper, written in 2017, is my second novel. I'll post it, a chapter a day, over the next few weeks.

Nearly every month since late Fall of our Junior year, the Flaming Five and I had camped at Club Eden.  The Five had brought countless girls to the Club, at least half of which I didn’t know.  Others, I did know, including every varsity cheerleader except Mandy Clements and Tracie Simmons.

I became a full member during the summer of 1971.  There had been two requirements, both required me to swear on the Bible.  I’m not sure what caused me the most trouble and hesitation, the swearing or the fear of the promised punishment if I broke my oath.  Every one of the Flaming Five had promised me that my life would be over within a few days of breaking the trust.  They didn’t say they would kill me but I took it as much.  The swearing was almost an identical issue.  I had been taught in church that I should never swear, but I also knew that a witness in a court case had to swear on the Bible to tell the truth.  After countless hours contemplating what I should do, and dealing with the pressure to belong to Club Eden and likewise to be friends with the most popular guys in school, I finally took the oath on a hot July 4th morning.  I swore that I would never disclose the location or what went on at Club Eden.

Not that I was ashamed of what I did.  At no time did I ever take advantage of a girl.  I never forced a girl to have sex with me.  In fact, I never had sex with a girl at the Club or anywhere else, including our High School graduation party that began during the late hours of May 25, 1972.

That night we strayed a little from our routine.  As usual, John, Fred, and I arrived first with the beer, food, and gear and started setting up to cook burgers or steaks.  Then, Wade showed up in his blue Blazer along with four Boaz High cheerleaders.  Behind Wade was Randall and James in his van.  A nearly new GMC Vandura that his father had customized for him. I think it was James who had the ‘Honey Wagon’ sign painted on both sides.  Two girls I didn’t know got out of the back of the van when Randall opened the door.  They all walked over and Wade introduced them as Cindi and Wendi.  We all pitched in and grilled a cooler full of rib-eye steaks to celebrate the occasion.  After we finished supper we all sat around the fire drinking beer and listening to music. 

Around 11:00 p.m. I got up and walked down to the creek and followed a path up stream to our make-shift outhouse to relieve myself.  When I came out Wendi was sitting on a rock by the creek with her feet in the water.  She saw me and called for me to come sit with her.  I did and we talked for at least an hour.  As we walked back to the fire pit she reached out and held my hand.  I had never had a date in my whole life.  My spine started to tingle.  I thought about trying to kiss her but I didn’t.

By the time we returned to the fire-pit the tent had no vacancies. Back and forth visits went on for the next five or six hours.  Cindi and the four Boaz Cheerleaders were a perfect match for the Flaming Five even though I suspect there was a lot of swapping going on.  Neither Wade, James, Randall, Fred, or John approached Wendi.  She sat beside me at the fire pit the rest of the night.  We roasted marsh mellows and talked about our likes and dislikes. 

Wendi was from Douglas.  She and Cindi were twin sisters and both cheerleaders for the Douglas Eagles.  She didn’t say exactly how the two of them wound up meeting James, Randall, and Wade at the Dairy Queen.  She said she got spooked and almost backed out when James told them they had to wear a black hood during their ride to the Club.  She said she was glad she didn’t back out, but only because she had met me. 

Wendi and I truly connected during the few hours we had together.  Her and Cindi’s father was a preacher but Cindi hadn’t fully bought into his Christian faith.  I shared with Wendi about my church life and when I was saved, but I also shared with her my underlying doubts.  I explained to her that every time I really got to thinking about how unbelievable a lot of the Bible stories really were, my doubts grew.  I told her that I had never expressed my doubts to anyone except my Grandfather but all he would say is, “Micaden, you can’t think, you have to believe.” 

I told Wendi the only thing I had ever heard my Dad say about his beliefs happened last December at the family’s big Christmas dinner.  My Dad and his cousin had gotten into an argument over the Adam and Eve story from Genesis and Dad said, “you are wrong Cleland; the theory of evolution destroys Adam and Eve and the whole of Christianity.”  My Grandmother gave my Dad a stern but quieting look and quickly changed the subject.  Wendi said that my father was “simply wrong.” 

It was weird that Wendi and I never fooled around even though there was temptation all around, especially from all the sounds coming from the big tent.  Even more weird was that we continued to talk about the Bible. We talked openly for several hours about Adam and Eve, Noah and the Ark, the parting of the Red Sea, a talking donkey, and on and on.  We also talked about how we liked each other and wanted to continue our conversation.  Wendi wasn’t as shy as me.  She asked me to take her to see The Good, The Bad, and The Ugly with Clint Eastwood that was playing at the Martin Theater in Albertville.  I easily agreed and we exchanged phone numbers.  At the time, I didn’t know what true love was but looking back I’m sure the first time I held Wendi’s hand something mysteriously special took place.  But, unfortunately, the unknown would remain.

Around 2:00 a.m. the cheerleaders said they had to go. Reluctantly, Randall, John, and James left in his van.  Against routine, Wade stayed with Fred and me as John seemed eager to leave.  About 45 minutes later James’ van reappeared.  I was surprised that Wendi and Cindi were still with them.  Randall looked at me and said, “they wanted to come back with us and stay the night.”

We all sat down again around the fire pit with Wendi sitting between Wade and me.  In just a few minutes John got up and grabbed Cindi’s hand and led her to the tent.  Fred tried the same thing with Wendi but she refused to go.  He got mad and tried forcing her to stand up.  I got up and told Fred to leave her alone.  Before I knew it, I was on the ground from a left fist Randall had thrown my way.  I managed to stand, but Fred was already half way to the tent tugging Wendi along behind him.  I tried to go after her but Randall, all six feet eight inches of him, along with James and John, stopped me.  I shouted, “are ya’ll crazy?  Wendi said she didn’t want to go.  Sex against her will is rape you idiots.”  Randall looked down at me with a smirk on his face, “Get over it.  Why do you think these two girls wanted to come back here?  Wendi complained that all you wanted to do all night was talk.  She’s ready to party.”

I was powerless to help Wendi.  I heard her screaming “no, no, no,” from inside the tent.  In a few minutes James left the fire pit and went to the tent and John came out.  I heard more screaming, from Wendi I think.  For the next hour or more the Flaming Five took turns with Wendi and Cindi.  When three of them were not busy in the tent they were guarding me.

Not long before the first signs of daylight Wade and Fred made me walk with them to the outhouse.  At first, I didn’t have a clue why they were doing this but I did imagine that they were probably going to kill me.  When we returned to the fire pit no one was there and the tent stood silent.  Randall, John, and James, once again, had left in his van with Cindi and Wendi.

The three of us sat by the fire.  I told them they knew what they had done was wrong, and that they were in big trouble with the law.  They each assured me that they had everything under control if I kept my mouth shut.  I told them I would not lie for them.  They reminded me that I had taken an oath to never disclose what went on at Club Eden.  I told them I never would have made the oath if I had any inkling that the five of them were rapists.

When Randall, James, and John returned, Wade asked if everything went okay.  John responded, “Wendi and Cindi are safe at home.”  I told them that I needed to go home myself.  They refused saying that we all needed to get some sleep.  Randall and James made me bed down in the cabin while the other three slept in sleeping bags out by the fire.  I later realized that I was made to stay inside where I could be better guarded.

Around 11:00 a.m. Wade and Fred cooked us a quick breakfast while the other three were packing.  By 12:00 noon we were finished.  I rode away from Camp Eden with John and Fred.  It was over twenty years before I returned.

The Boaz Scorekeeper–Chapter 11

The Boaz Scorekeeper, written in 2017, is my second novel. I'll post it, a chapter a day, over the next few weeks.

For the next year and a half—the remainder of the 11th grade and all the 12th grade—I attended First Baptist Church of Christ and I hung out with the Flaming Five.  Looking back, I really don’t know why they included me in their group.  I seemed to be the broken spoke in a wheel that was popular and given freedoms that most other high school students could only dream of.  The incident in the locker room was never mentioned again but it lingered in my thoughts and became my reason for why I was made a part of the in crowd, although Dad’s reason had a truthful ring to it. I even got my own moniker.  Somewhere along the way, I think it was at the beginning of our senior year, people started calling me the Boaz Scorekeeper.

The Flaming Five didn’t disappoint a growing fan base.  They rattled every opponent, winning every game, including six games in the playoffs.  It was the first ever Class 3A state basketball championship for Boaz High School. 

The only game ever in doubt during our Senior year was the last regular season game against the Albertville Aggies.  The first half was basket for basket ending with Albertville ahead by two.  As the mid-point buzzer rang and the teams were heading to their locker rooms, Wade came to the score table and whispered for me to come to the locker room.  He said, “this is serious, you must come,” and walked off.  I sat there for a few seconds vividly reminded of the last time I had been asked to come to the locker room.  But, now things were different, these guys were my friends. 

As I entered the locker room I heard John ask Coach Pearson if the team could have a few minutes alone.  He agreed and walked out.  The Flaming Five pulled me into a corner and said they were depending on me to help them out in the second half.  I asked them what they meant.  James said that if needed they would cause a disturbance to distract the refs and the fans. Fred said, “you add us a point or two during the chaos.”  Randall said, “Tanner, you owe us.”  I told them to forget it, that there was no way I was going to cheat for them or anyone else.  John said that I had no choice but to do what they said and that if I didn’t I would regret it.  I pushed my way out and returned to the gym.

The second half was pretty much a repeat of the first, basket for basket.  Good to their word, with a minute left in the game, Bart Jones, who had just come in for Randall, started a fight with Albertville’s big center, Zack Wilson.  The eight other players on the court rushed to the fight and started throwing punches.  The refs were virtually powerless to stop the melee and half of the fans in the stands joined the fight on the court.  I continued to sit at my station and spent the next minute or so thinking a week’s worth of thought.  ‘I will add points.  No, I won’t.  I don’t care if I’m cast out and un-friended by the entire school.’  But, I did add two points to tie up the game, but got sick and gagged as though I was about to throw up.  I immediately removed the two points knowing that it was wrong.  I steeled myself for the coming retribution.

The entire Boaz Police force showed up a few minutes later with a megaphone and broke up the fight and quieted the crowd.  The game continued and the clock ticked away as each team matched the other’s points.  At the end, Albertville tied the game almost assuring an overtime session.  But, the Flaming Five had a plan. Against a full-court press and a four second clock John delighted the crowd with a behind the back pass to James who was slanting across mid-court who instantly and with contorted body shot for the basket where a leaping Randall caught the ball above the rim and slammed it through the hoop.  Boaz had won and they had done it fairly.  There has never been a better basketball team at Boaz High School.

I guess it was God who gave me the strength and courage to face the Flaming Five at church the following Sunday.  It sure wasn’t my bravery.  Mr. Smith was late to class and the six of us—I never knew why the other class members also showed up late that day—sat in our circle just looking at each other.  Wade spoke up and said, “Micaden, we again are ashamed of our conduct.  We were wrong to ask you to cheat for us.  We ask that you forgive us.  We value your company and friendship.  Will you forgive us?”  The other four chimed in with “I’m sorry too.”  Without hesitating I responded, “It’s already done.  I’m a Christian and have a duty to forgive.”

The Boaz Scorekeeper–Chapter 10

The Boaz Scorekeeper, written in 2017, is my second novel. I'll post it, a chapter a day, over the next few weeks.

Ever since I became the Boaz scorekeeper I heard more and more about Club Eden.  It apparently was this mythical place where the Flaming Five hung out on weekends.  The Tuesday after my first visit to First Baptist Church of Christ, John Ericson invited me to camp out with him and the other four Friday night since there wasn’t a basketball game.  He said Club Eden was a private club and I had to swear not to disclose its location or what happens.  He told me to meet him at San Ann #1 at 5:00 p.m.  When I arrived, Fred was with John in his big red Chevy Blazer.  They made me sit between them with a black hood over my head.  They told me that I couldn’t know where Club Eden is until I became a full member.  I asked how I became a member and all they would say is, “we have to know that you are a true believer.  Don’t worry, it will take a while but we believe you have what it takes.”

It was not until much later that I learned why I had even been considered for membership.  It was Fred’s dad, Fitz, who had suggested to the other members they give me a try.  My Dad had told me at least a hundred times since the middle of the 9th grade how proud he was of me for transforming Fred into a good student.  Dad also had told me how thankful Fitz Billingsley was and had often asked Dad how he could repay me.

Now, riding along, bumping and weaving, I tried to visualize where John was taking us but after a couple of turns and Fred’s loud impression of ‘Imagine,’ I quickly became confused.  After twenty minutes or so, John parked and Fred pulled the mask off my head.  We were sitting in front of an old log cabin in the woods that sat beside an overflowing creek.  Fred told me to check things out as he and John unloaded the coolers, several boxes of food, a couple of lanterns, and a host of other gear.

The cabin had a porch across its front with five big oak rocking chairs.  I walked around to the back of the cabin and saw a fire pit encircled with big rocks and an assortment of chairs and benches.  Thirty feet or so beyond the fire pit was a twenty-foot-wide creek that revealed the effects of the big rains we had had the last several days.  Upstream to the left I could see an old army tent.  I walked the 100 feet or so to it and raised the front flap and peeped inside.  There were two large beds set up, one on the far left, the other on the right.  They were both partially covered with what looked like bearskins.  The floor was covered in a green bristly carpet that reminded me of a hairbrush my mother had—but it was brown.

I walked back outside and heard another vehicle driving up.  As I came around to the front of the cabin I saw Wade getting out of his blue Chevy Blazer.  I never did know why Wade and John chose the same type vehicle.  At least they were different colors.

Randall hopped out the other side and opened the rear hatch.  Out poured James along with two girls.  I could tell they were girls even though they had black masks over their heads.  I didn’t know either one of them.

Over the next several hours we grilled burgers, built a big fire in the fire pit, and listened to James’s boombox. Fred told a ghost story that made me want to go home.  Around 10:00 p.m., Wade and Fred walked away with the two girls, which I never knew their names, and wound up in the tent. About an hour later Fred and Wade returned to the fire pit and Randall and James went to the tent.  As far as I remember, John stayed at the fire and never went to the tent, but the other four were persistent in taking their hour-long turns.  No one said anything about what was going on in the tent but I figured I was learning firsthand that the rumors I had heard about the underlying meaning of ‘the Flaming Five’ was apparently true—they were as determined to score with the girls as they were to fire up the nets.

Around 2:45 a.m., Wade and James left with the girls.  I caught a glimpse of them before Wade pulled on their masks.  They didn’t look near as happy and gleeful as they did when they arrived nearly eight hours earlier.  Wade and James returned in about an hour and we all pulled out our sleeping bags and slept under the cold starry sky. After a breakfast of eggs, sausage, toast, and coffee, and ten minutes of packing, I was again sitting between Fred and John under a damp and black hood heading back to San Ann #1, my car, and with a new understanding of the real Flaming Five.